Well, I got home last night from my ten day trip to Florida. It wasn't too bad, but I am very happy to be home again. The only problem about it is I don't feel the least bit refreshed like you are supposed to after a vacation. I almost feel worse than before I left. I miss my friends and believe it or not, I miss school. Not the work of course ( Read more... )

I don't think I have ever felt this way before. I have done some stupid things, I have hurt people, but not like this. No, this is so different, and it is killing me. My guilt is just tearing me up, and it hurts so bad. I literally want to crawl out of my skin because I can't handle my own thoughts. This guilt has affected every part of my day ( Read more... )

ok, quick update time. Just wanted to say that I have the best friend ever and she rocks my world. It is good to know that someone will stay up all night with you just to make you feel better. Yay!

oh, by the way...ITS SUMMER!!!!!!!

I love you all! Bye!

Well, I am currently sitting in Anna's mom's office place thing. I am listening to Anna's handbell choir..it is interesting. Haha no, it is pretty cool. I know that I could never do it, so I have to give them props for it. The main theme of this entry though is that SCHOOL IS OVER!!! It has been such a rollercoaster year with so many ups and ( Read more... )

Yah, my subject says it all. People really suck, and I wish I didn't have to deal with them everyday. People always say stuff like "oh if an insignificant person hurts you dont worry about it." yah, well, what do you do if someone you love unconditionally hurts you? If you have an answer to that question, I would greatly appreciate it ( Read more... )

Well, I am half asleep as I write this since it has been a very long weekend for me, as well as for my whole family. First, I just want to say that the wedding was absolutely incredible and I had the most fun I have ever had. I know before I told everyone how much I was going to hate it, but I loved it, it was just the greatest thing ever. I ( Read more... )

I am writing this entry to apologize to all those that I have hurt in the past couple months. I never meant to cause anyone any pain, and I feel so horrible that I have. None of you deserve the way I treated you, and I wish I could go back and change the way I acted. However, I can't go back, so all I can do is hope that you can accept my ( Read more... )

Well, since my dad is in China and it is extremely difficult for my mom to drive me and pick me up from school everday, I got to stay at Anna's house Monday and Tuesday. Well, it was interesting...just kidding, it was fun. We both acted like huge dorks and just made fun of each other the whole time, which is what friends do, make fun of each ( Read more... )

I am an idiot. Not only am I an idiot, but I am a complete and total bitch as well. What the hell is wrong with me? I don't know, I don't have a clue anymore. If somebody would like to explain to me what the hell is going on, that would be great. Until then, I will just keep my mouth shut before it gets me into any more trouble. Whatever, I ( Read more... )

Well, I am currently in Intro to Occupations "working" on my project. I think this class is the biggest waste of time and when I am in this class I want to shoot myself. Well, no, not really, but I do want to teach some of the kids what the word respect means. Well, this weekend/week should be intersting. My dad left for China this morning and ( Read more... )