After reading other people's live journals.. its made me realize that I want real friends, you konw, friends who call and who i can hang out with.
I don't have any, seriously, i realized thhat tonight, i NEVER talk on the phone unless it to my grandma and i never hang out with friends unless its something like a birthday party.
If you have friends, but they never make any attempt to hang out with you or call you or even talk to you, are they really your friends? Or just.... people you know of.