well the above says it all...ben sucks. he goes and gets a new gf when 1) he said he wouldnt and 2) he gets a new gf when he knows i still like him. So basically hes an ass. Im so angry so i went and got a new bf. Not only did i get a new bf i went and started going out with my good friends cousin. ack, im getting kicked off. ttyl

Sorry I havent written in forever. as all knows i am done and overwith with ben. i think it just might be a good thing as well. im making my halloween costume for a LAN/costume party that im going to the night of the 30th into halloween day. Im psyched. Suprisingly enough, Ive been kept from writing for so long because Ive been going to numerous ( Read more... )

My life as i know it is over. ben has left. god help me.

i went to a labor day party or two or three. basically. im dead tired and i dont feel well. my brother is being an asshole. i watched the VMAs today. and now im watching golf. yep, exciting. i need some chicken soup. l8r
Sarah

school is bitchy. i hate the people in my classes, and my schedule is really bad. my boyfriend went to washington dc and he also went with this ho that i hate to death. i dunno if i wrote about it but he snuck out of his house late at night to rendezvous with her and they spent the night together. so this same girl is going to be sleeping in the ( Read more... )

like the above states...its back to the torture chamber. that means i wont be able to write nearly as much. ben said if im to keep calling him everyday we are going to have to break up. im cool with that. i think our last night together before school starts was the best . so its off to school. wish me luck!
Au Revoir
Sarah

today i got up late. then i basically hung around the house for like ever and it was uber boring. we went to micky-d's for lunch! and then i did absolutly nothing. im soo bored. and then ben was being really weird. he said he would call, and he didnt, so i called, and then he said he would call back, and he didnt so i called again. and so on and ( Read more... )

thinking is a horrible horrible thing, no one should ever have to do such a thing. and i pity those who have to do such as a profession.
"hey u guys, you know you betta, watch out, some girls you know the're only about, that thing."

today, well, hasnt really happened yet. its just morning, but i drove my dad to the mall and back for some odd reason. hey i didnt know that u had to be grammatically correct on this site. if thats true, im fucked. i dont want school to happen. school is hell for me, i cant learn, i dont see what the point is. in the past two years ive had two ( Read more... )

i had the best day ever. well it started off bad because i had to talk to ben kelly, my ex. but then i got to take ben to newport. and he took me on the cliff walk and it was really really pretty!!!! the only bad part is that i was wearing flip flops and eventually i turned to a negro from the ankles down. newport is really cool because they have ( Read more... )