I'm about this close to give up Christmas. This whole month I have lost that feeling. I can't find my Christmas spirit and I don't know. Maybe its fear, guilt, sadness, regret, just everything. I'm scared because of Italy. I'm scared to go. I'm afraid of what could happen or what won't happen. I don't want it to be a waste of my parents' money. I ( Read more... )

I want to change so much but I'm the only one never given that chance. Yet everytime I try I can't. I mean if I compare myself to like eigth grade I have changed so much. Not mentally or physically but emotionally. I want to be something stronger and someone who can take and act more like who they are than they appear. But I can't. My friends are ( Read more... )

I have learned that when Cincinnati kids are stuck in snow days we stay up way late. Okay its late maybe just for me at the moment. I have seen pure chaos on my street. Though I think the sleet stuff parading down is melting some of the snow along with the salt I laid down.

I just realised that I need to kick myself ( Read more... )

It has been snowing like psycho. I shoveled twice and my back is killing me. I think the heater isn't working either. It is freezing in here. Either that or shoveling without a jacket can do that to you. My family is practically snowed in. I would love to get out and go to movies or just go out and do something. I sort of have been taking care of ( Read more... )