i drank some water and ate a cracker...

i just have to build up strength, because i know i can do this.  i never thought i'd say this, but love will prevail, and i'll crush my insecurities, like a poorly constructed sand castle.

i can do this. i've said that all along, and im not going to stop now.

that boy who made you low
that boy don't even ( Read more... )

Is there a limit to how much someone can cry? If so when will i reach it ( Read more... )

too busy how the fuck are you too busy. im glad i mean anything. i hope you're too busy to hear my heart break into a thousand fucking peices too. and i hope you're too busy to try and clean them up.

almost 1 am. and I'm still crying. I didint know my body had enough fluid to shed tears from 3 pm til now. I hate my room sometimes ( Read more... )

Through the warmthest ( Read more... )

This is where I say I've had enough, and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now ( Read more... )

You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex
A stranger with your door key explaining that i am just visiting
And i am finally seeing why i was the one worth leaving

dad just took me to some weird doctor thing cause he thinks im on drugs. i fucking hate life ( Read more... )

Don't even take a breath
The air is cut with cyanide
In honor of the New Year

The press gives us cause to celebrate
The air raid sirens
Flood barbed wire skylines
With artificial night,
As we sleep to burn the red
From our bloodless eyes.
Tonight we're all time bombs on fault lines

Have we lost everything now?
Walking like each other's ghosts
Around ( Read more... )

I can't confront you, I never could do...
That which might hurt you.
Try and be cool, when I say:
This way is-a-waterslide-away-from-you-that-takes-you-futher-everyday
Be cool.

Say it ain't so a-woah-a-woah.
Your drug is a heartbreaker.
Say it ain't so a-woah-a-woah.
My love is a life-taker