Comments | aquapurple: we both take the hardest questions...Still we pass by just like strangers

aquapurple

we both take the hardest questions...Still we pass by just like strangers

Jun 17, 2004 23:48

I know u read my live journal and u just assumed i was talking about you, but i wasnt. It is so unfair for u to just assume that i was. You have no idea how much pain you cause me. The other night when you begged me to tell you that i hated you, I wanted so much to tell you that i hated you because i want to hate you but i cant. You mean so much to ( Read more... )

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anonymous June 18 2004, 04:50:49 UTC

Because you abandoned me when I needed a friend the most and you said it will be for your own good. Then you call me up and want to be my friend again like nothing ever happened. Sorry I just cant forget things like you can. You assume im mean to you because I hate you, just like you sometimes I want to be near you and other times I absolutely loath the thought of you. Every thought is just one of annoyance. When that happens I just want you to leave me the fuck alone! But you keep calling and dont stop. WHY IS THAT SO HARD?

anonymous June 18 2004, 04:55:15 UTC

Oh yeah and about that other message, kinda funny how you say its not about us when some of the things you said were the exact same I said in my text to you. But I guess that was all coincidence.

aquapurple June 18 2004, 05:06:52 UTC

You think i abandoned you, i did not abandon you, not for a second. I saw your whole life crashing around you, all because of me. Your personality was changing, you were about to loose you job, you we so angry. I wanted your life to go back to normal. For you to be the person you were when i first met you. I know you think i was just being selfish, but i was being selfless. Lying to you and telling you that i didnt want to be your friend was the hardest thing i have ever had to do and the fact that you can never understand why i did this makes it even harder.

aquapurple June 18 2004, 12:15:42 UTC

A real friend wouldnt have walked away. You couldnt handle it and that was your way out. Now I cant handle you, and im going to use the same reason you did.

aquapurple June 18 2004, 16:50:42 UTC

your right, I couldnt watch you destroy yourself for something that wasnt worth it. But thats just me, always thinking about my self.

aquapurple June 18 2004, 21:42:10 UTC

Who are you to decide what is worth giving everything up for and what isnt? Maybe it didnt mean anything to you, but you can be damn sure it meant a helluva lot to me.

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