OC tonight! I was once so skeptical about that show, till maris and i dl and entire season in two weeks, tonight will be phenominal, Marisa appears to be dropping all grudges and reconsiling with ryan, that will rock!

I havent updated in a long time, but i have just been really busy ( Read more... )

Well, right now i am in AL. for my last night and i was finally able to find a comp. I cant wait to come home, these last two weeks have been some of the greatest of my life but i am ready to get back to my life and be with my other friends ( Read more... )

I am sorry Max, but I will not let you make me feel guilty for doing what you asked me to do. And besides if what you have to say is that important say it to me in person. I am tired of only being someone that you call at night, and pretend not to know during the day. Besides if I am that much of an annoyance to you, why would you want a friend ( Read more... )

I always want what I cannot have and then the moment I have it, I no longer want it. Why is that? Am I wanting the wrong things or do I just not know what I want. I have this "friend" who erstwhile had been very close to me, ever since we have fallen out of friendship I miss them. I keep finding myself wondering if I miss them for who they are or ( Read more... )

Linds B. I have so much admiration and respect for you. I am so Caitiff compared to you, i cant even stand up for something I believe in. The mettle of you strenght is amazing and i am soooo proud of you and i want you to know how much i value our friendship and i am so glad that we have so much in common.
Maris I miss you so freaking much, you ( Read more... )

I know u read my live journal and u just assumed i was talking about you, but i wasnt. It is so unfair for u to just assume that i was. You have no idea how much pain you cause me. The other night when you begged me to tell you that i hated you, I wanted so much to tell you that i hated you because i want to hate you but i cant. You mean so much to ( Read more... )

I have tried so hard to be someones friend and i just keep failing. No matter how hard I try it seems we can find something to argue about or something to hold against one another. Its not my fault and its not his, sometimes things just arent meant to be and its accepting that, that just makes it all the much harder ( Read more... )

so today i hung out with paul. We tried to watch a movie but got bored and ate fruit and sat on his deck. Then he sprayed me with his calogne and i smelled like guy for the rest of the day. It was fun ( Read more... )

I have the greatest friends in the whole world. The kind of friends who call and make sure u got home okay (kat), or keep ur toes warm while ur watching a movie(paul)or call u randomly at night to check on u. or just loving you for who you are and accepting you (linds).i love you guys lots ( Read more... )