so i start my new dream job on thursday , im pretty excited seeing as i will never have to work over time without being paid again, which in itself is fucking unbelieveable.. my boss is stunning, gorgeous, funny and very motherly, my manager is exactly like me and even knows the boys (particularly delsar hahahha) she is also from new zealand, and i ( Read more... )

home sickness hit me like a ton of fucking bricks yesterday, i cant say ive ever felt that alone before...ive been enjoying myself so much since ive been here and ive only cried once before yesterday.. so i think im gonna go home this weekend and get some proper love. i realised yesterday too that i dont have any tight male buddies here, and its ( Read more... )

im sick, it sucks asshole big time.. my bones hurt, my eyes hurt, all i feel like doing is going home, i knew i would get sick here, but i forgot how much it just makes you wanna cry all the time.. i still havent found rad salon work, and its making me angry.. anyway, at least ive started work with anna at the corner, its pretty rad actually, i ( Read more... )

so the wheels are set in motion, everyone knows im moving to melbourne, see you later faggots.

oh, but before i leave, come to my birthday party:

saturday 17th sep

10pm start

mile high club

drink specials

80'S METAL DRESS!!

see you there niggers!

last night whilst in the midst of shakin my ass on the dance floor, i raised my left arm in preparation for some mad air guitar, when i realised that i had champagne in my hand still.. so i emptied the whole thing onto some girls head standing behind me and she started screaming.. and i was priviledged enough to see her little troops come scurrying ( Read more... )

this week i have worked seventy four hours.

so fuck off.

oh, and in other news, i cant wait to get away from all you fucking tards. my hate for you is real. run along and die. except for james, that is.

today i realised i am in love. in love with a man that will never be mine. his name is bert ( Read more... )

i think this ugly mug of mine has finally had enough. it turns out that, i, an artsy faggot poofter, have many a wanky idea to rip apart and destroy. i need new journals and new coloured pencils. collect, collect, collect. my new portfolio is gonna be amazing. with the help of the girls, and my photographer james, im gonna make a Portfolio Of ( Read more... )

ever had someone you love like a limb say one silly thing to you that hit you like a bus and made you cry like a little bitch? yeah, of course you have, and so have i. happened to me like two days ago, only thing was, id forgotten how shit it made you feel. and how some people in life make you feel worthless and insignificant and invisible and ( Read more... )

making life changing decisions suck asshole. everytime i weigh up the options and make a little progress, it seems to take a piss on my face and im back to square one,or even furthur behind. i know what i want, yet the sacrifices to get there are so great that taking the plunge is all a bit grown up for me. i dont know if im strong enough to leave ( Read more... )