I advanced to the next level of ballet.  To celebrate, I bought two pretty new leotards and a skirt.  One is white and gorgeous and makes me feel like I'm dancing Swan Lake.  The other is red and puffy like Maria in West Side Story ( Read more... )

Hm, it's been awhile since I've updated ( Read more... )

There are strange things I miss about not being single.

• Grocery shopping. Alone it's a hassle and takes eleven trips to bring the groceries in.
• Having someone to walk you home at night.
• Help with Gatsby.
• Law & Order and Top Chef.
• Trying new restauarants.

I'm in a sour mood.  I'm so sick of a lot of shit right now.  I'm sick of my landlord not fixing a fucking thing around here.  I'm sick of the assholes at work.  Sick of school.  I set my alarm wrong this morning and slept through the first twenty minutes of none other than Dr. Steinke's midterm.  Yes--that's the "deadline" lady.  I was mortified ( Read more... )

I really like Nintendogs for the DS.  My Nintendoggy is Sinclair, a beautiful little beagle with red ribbons in his hair.  I like to take him for walks and enter him in disc competitions and spoil him rotten with doggy treats.  We're training for the obedience trials now, but sometimes he doesn't understand me when I call his name.  :-(  Silly ( Read more... )

The people I've been hanging out with are making me really sad right now.  Some of them have the most erroneous assumptions about me, and it's making me question how I've been portraying myself to other people.  To say that I don't care about other people's feelings, when I've tried very hard to be very careful with a very particular person's ( Read more... )

I had a nice weekend though I'm desperately tired and I don't know why.

Friday I went to the 4H fair in Centerville (I think) with a bunch of people.  There were a lot of animals there for me to pet and I enjoyed petting them.  Everytime I saw one I'd say, "hello little pig," or "hello little goat."  I just loved it.  The cows were pretty, too.   ( Read more... )

My boss is an incredible ass.  He's bugging the shit out of me to get the GUI done for the CiCo program, but won't provide me with photoshop in my office.  This means I have to travel over to the ITlab every time I want to work on it, which is inconvenient as hell.  He wants it out by next release, three days from now.  Yeah, right.  Ass.  Maybe if ( Read more... )

So I'm chilling after a cool night last night, listening to the most desultory play list I think I've ever created and surfing the webbernets.   I noticed I have far too many facebook friends.  It took me a long time to even dare to join the stupid thing, but when I did I vowed I would never add people who weren't my real friends and I wanted to ( Read more... )

Today I had another one of those days when I didn't realize I hadn't eaten dinner until after 9 o'clock.

Things are great.  I'm really glad I made it through the summer and I'm really glad it's fall.  Why did I allow someone to get to me so much?  When I think back to the things I willingly submitted myself to--Christ.  I'm glad he didn't take me ( Read more... )