so, as always, u meet someone u like, they fuck u over.. am I shocked, no. upset. yes. and people wonder why I'm so fuckin hostile. of course I'm hostile. of course I hate people. of course I despise men. why? the only ones who never fucked me over, out of like 20 would be....Chris and Paul...hm. shocker...the two I was engaged to..and after the ( Read more... )

I'm tired as shit right now. a little upset at my work situation, that shit makes me mad. I would just like a steady paycheck, but that's the joys of just leaving the navy though right? I was thinking about a lot of people in my past last night, it was starting to make my head spin..I wonder if anyone else does that? it's crazy the way things work ( Read more... )

this is for you baby. sammy.

I really wonder sometimes how your life can change in a split second. I go in to sign my DD214 pretty soon, and I'll have a place of my own, I'll have two female roomates both of them in sqadron vs-30 I think, hell I dunno, vs-24 just left on cruise, so I'm lonely with some of my friends gone. paul and I are in a wierd place, still friends ,but ( Read more... )

so, I guess I'm done with another chapter of my life, I'm pretty fuckin happy too. I split from my fiance, and I have decided to stay in jacksonville florida for awhile until I get my two year nursing degree, then my plan is to head to boston and or new york. who knows. nothing was seriously lacking, I'm just not ready to play suzie home maker yet ( Read more... )

I go in to senior chief so and so in a minute to go and sign my paperwork, and that will start my 30 days until my DD214, which pleases me ( Read more... )

okay, so to go on to spill all the details of my life, because quite frankly, I love doing that. I've known paul since march of 04, we were obscenly close since then, best friends, ended up dating, absolutelyt love him, and all that cute shit, but uh, we got engaged this february after I knew I could count on him after My step mom April died. that ( Read more... )

so, um, it's been a year. right. where to begin... um. hi. major life changes, as always ( Read more... )

I had an awsome weekend. I spent the weekend with my family at West Palm beach, went snorkeling, hung out and achieved an even wierder tan line. I thought it couldn't get wierder. :) I had only had 4 hours of sleep the two days before so I was wound up! all of us ended up jumping off the rock ledge and letting the current take us back to the ( Read more... )

It has been one of those weeks. I had a great weekend, so I was cursed with a hectic week. altough not hectic enough for my tastes. I worked a lot this week, thank god, but still had time to stress about stuff. I actually wrote in my journal, the real one this week. I started running again. Me and priscilla have a goal for ourselves, I am gonna try ( Read more... )