I heard back from Eastman.
w00t!

 Mothereffer.
I just wrote a long entry and it just got deleted as i backspaced.
Maybe it's God telling me to shut up.
So I will.

There's a lot I want to say but I will save it for another day.
Merry Christmas Eve everyone.

My 5th and last exam is in 4 hours. I stopped caring after the 4th one... and this is probably one of the most important exams too. It is chemistry after all. But. I don't seem to care. I feel abnormally confident, which will lead to nothing but self-destruction in the end... so I should probably study... and I'm going around in circles. I lost all ( Read more... )

Today I feel GREAT!
I practised for 10 hours today!!!!
My calloused fingers are even more calloused to the point where it's starting to peel off own its own...
Gah, pain.

I wish I would have been this intense a month ago.

Either there's something wrong with me or there's something wrong with the world.

What the fuck, and I mean what the fuck is up with people in this world?
I realize no one is honest. They're all two faced. They kiss ass then stab that ass.
They always have a hidden motherfucking agenda.

I'd rather die than to live on this damned Earth.

Holy crap. I got an A+ on my chem midterm.
I was totally expecting a C
^_^

So midterms are next week... too bad we haven't learned anything... I'm kinda scared -_- Thankfully, most of my exams are generally a week apart... which gives me time to breathe in between and cram. I am SO screwed for computer science... because I haven't been paying attention in class (it's hard to when everything you hear sounds like jibberish ( Read more... )

 RIP Pavarotti

Right now, I'm scratching myself to hell. I went outside for 10 minutes a few nights ago and I've got bitten by these damn blood-thirsty mosquitoes. There's about 5 red blotches on my legs and 2 on my arms. I resisted the temptation but I just can't take it anymore... plus afterbite just doesn't do the job... so here I am, scratching until I rip ( Read more... )