so i have cried so much in the past three days... ok update... i had a serious car accident sunday morning... long story short... i hit a telephone pole, i'm doing ok physically aside from a bit of soreness, my car is not ok, and i could have been hurt seriously so Jesus protected me. so sunday i cried oh maybe 20 times at least... i was so shaky ( Read more... )

so i tried updating this earlier and much to my disappointment it CRASHED!!!! so then i was far too frustrated to rewrite the whole thing... but seeing as how i'm back on the computer i'll give it another shot... so i believe the last i updated was Feb. 1st! let's see i'll make a list of major events...

• I had my solo piano recital on the 5th which ( Read more... )

Sometimes i wish i could simplify my life... be able to spend lots of time with Jesus. and with jacob and rachie and my friends... eliminate the stupid things like school (hehe just kidding). actually i mean, sure it would be great to not be in school, but at the same time learning can be fun if it's the right stuff... like when i'm interested in ( Read more... )

i figured out why i never update this thing... i really have nothing of signifacance to say. but since i'm bored i'll try ( Read more... )

yet another few months have gone by... yay! it is now 2005! yay! that is such a cool thing... This year is going to be great i know it. first of all i spent the last moments of 2004 in Kansas City with rachie and the interns and the pratts (who left early) at the one thing conference which was very good. we worshipped til the new year. then when ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated this in absolutely forever. so i decided now was as good a time as any. so i have been at truman the past two days. it was semi-cool. i mean, the school is nicer than i thought and there's a lot of student life going on all the time, i just don't think i want to live in kirksville, four hours away and into the middle of ( Read more... )

i almost never update this. but i had the impulse to do so because frankly i am lonely right now and i have lots to do (SCHOOL! blah!) so i decided to do this instead. i'm not lonely in the bad sense of like feeling like i have no friends or whatever. i guess it's different. it's the realization that bunches of my friends are going away (or already ( Read more... )

how long it has been... i have SO MANY things on my mind. SO MANY people i am thinking of... Rachie my dearest of all friends... all of my friends who are going to college (will they forget about me?)... more specifically becky and rachel and maria (thats one clump of them in my thoughts), kimmy (she gets her own thought), jonathan stutte ( ( Read more... )

well this was my weekend ( Read more... )

i wish ( Read more... )