Im soooo OVER this crap with Colton it's not even funny anymore. I dont care if he hates me, I don't care if he never wants to be friends, i just flat out don't care about HIM anymore. He lied to me, he lied to other people, he got really creepy, and I'm just sick of his shit. I'm so sick of it, I think today I finally felt the effects of it all, I ( Read more... )

Here's some Convo between me and Frankie ( Read more... )

I hate staying home from school, it's so boring and there's nothing to do! No one to talk to or any of that so here I am at home >.< I woke up feeling really crappy and thought "MAYBE if I take a hot shower I'll feeel better" NO, standing up just made my stomach, shoulder and back hurt worse, I have a sore throat and itchy eyes, and a stuffed nose ( Read more... )

Well, I did a bit of thinking after the dance and came to a few things that I realized about me: I do like both George and Colton, but after looking at the whole picture, won't go out with either of them again (cuz it was possible that one or both may ask me back out- just so you all don't think I'm living in some odd dream world or something). ( Read more... )

OMG last night was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *gasp* OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun!!!!!! I had an awesome time. Kinda sad that Scott didn't come cuz I REALLLLLLLY wanted to dance with him and maybe talk to him a bit about some things... but yeah I still had a BLAST!!! I got to dance with George and Colton, ( Read more... )

GRAR, I'm so ready to just quit! I want to throw in the towel and leave, just not even bother with all this shit and homecoming! My mom seems to want nothing but what I don't want! I don't want to do my hair and my wants me to get it done professionally, she HATES Colton and that's who I'm going with, she'd rather me just go with friends. Today ( Read more... )

This should be a great time right now, and yeah it's fun, but it doesn't feel any different than any other day really. I feel SO out of everything this year. I wasn't in any clubs so I didn't build any floats and dress up and walk in the parade. I didn't even get to go to the parade because I was working at that stupid job that I HATE!!!! Then ( Read more... )

Today just kinda sucked! Yesterday I was slammed with this crappy project to the point it stressed me out beyond all reason and today I unwound. I nearly came unglued at school over stupid little things. I still feel like I'm on the verge of tears, but I have no reason why. Today was just all out pretty crappy, but I did make a lotta money ($6) in ( Read more... )

Well, after a totally psyched out day and GREAT day I had an even BETTER evening! Here goes... first block I had fun just chilling out, got to pose for Rin and Zalak to draw me profile *struts it feeling like a model* I wore a skirt today and felt cute ^.^.. second block, I think I did decently on the test... lunch George brought an MRE and we had ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a tiring and LONG day even though I went to bed early, it just wasn't a good day in general. I did get to talk to Colton a bit *grins* so that was good, I still always have a slightly better day when i get to talk to him a bit. Ummmm school wasn't too bad, I had all my work done and everything and a lot of my art in class is getting ( Read more... )