COLLEGE.

what the hell is going on in my life right now?

The way you wear your hat ( Read more... )

 so, it looks like things didn't get better. it's over now.  i guess i just always thought i'd be the one to end things.  i guess i kind of saw it coming, but i thought we were going to try.

this feels so weird.

 so... we're on a break? it's sad-- the one time i never thought something like this would happen is when i need to be away from the world to distract me.   i needed camp so badly this week to keep my mind off of this, but of course they don't need me this week.  so i've spent the past few days wallowing around the house watching endless episodes ( Read more... )

wow.  after reading what sara and derek have planned for their senior years, i feel like shit.  mine consists of normal senior classes with 2 advanced ones, possibly the school plays, and hopefully working at a good store. and getting into college.

where has all of my motivation gone?!

i'm very satisfied with my life as i live it though, if that ( Read more... )

 http://youtube.com/watch?v=HDsmS98zH0k

okay the video is dumb but this is the best version of this song ever made. i could listen to it day and night and night and day and love it forever.

right now i feel really displeased with people my age. i feel like either they're trying way too hard to wax the philosophical and think their lives are something they're not just so they seem mature and elegant and wise. then there are the people who just do things that are way too mature for them. then there are the people who just make the ( Read more... )

 yay prom!

 
Have you cried today at all today?
not today

Do you want to be in a relationship?
the one i'm already in, yes.

Which song are you listening to?
"mecca and the soul brother" by pete rock and CL smooth

Have you been to New York City?
twice

What do you think about before you go to bed?
lots and lots of things.

Do you fight with your parents?
occasionally.

Do you ( Read more... )