today was a big day. first i got a $250 ticket for disobeying a traffic signal by walking when there was a don't walk sign on my way to school. thankfully, i get to take a class instead of paying the ticket. BUT take that as a lesson: don't jaywalk in portland any time soon. then at school we just had a big assembly telling us everythign that was ( Read more... )

im pretty sure that after today everything is done done done for now. it breaks my heart, but i know we can't be together too. i wish it could be easier for me to move on, but i know that it will just take a lot of time. right now i hate this but i know it will get better. maybe this is just exactly what we need ( Read more... )

after 2 weeks of working myself up and getting all ready to go to seattle u next year, i found out yesterday that i got accepted into the honors program at emerson. once i found out, i was a little disappointed because i had been so excited about SU. but now that i've thought more about all of it i think i am going to go do the big scary thing. ( Read more... )

it's kind of ironic that this is happening to me NOW of all times, but i have recently been obsessed with the idea of being married and having kids who have curly (maybe red) hair and freckles and are funny and cute and like little mes. i just want a little family SO BADLY right now that it hurts sometimes. and i know that it will be years and ( Read more... )

I GOT INTO NYU!!!! that is the one school i applied to that i wasn't expecting to get into. so i feel AWESOME about that. i also got into gonzaga and got a scholarship there, but i really really really don't like that school/want to go there. i just want it to be april 1st so i can hear about the honors program at emerson. I WANT IT SO BAD. but ( Read more... )

it's been a few days now and i still can't get myself to admit that this might actually be happening. it's just so very much not what i want that i can't get over it. i'm trying to wait as patiently as i can.

this is so much harder than it was last time.

thank you derek for getting me started on all of this ( Read more... )

have you ever kisse​d an ex after​ you two broke​ up ( Read more... )

1.Where did you begin 2008 ( Read more... )

Instructions ( Read more... )