...but Mark bumped something under my desk, locked my computer up, and lost it all. However, perhaps I wasn't supposed to write it. It was a bit condescending towards someone. Maybe I'll have a clearer head about it after I sleep for a bit and be able to write it not-so-condescendingly ( Read more... )

That's a good question ( Read more... )

Okay, so you all know about the AD&D thing I've been doing with Mark and Josh right? Well... while I was cleaning the house today..er.. yesterday.. Josh came over to help and he surprised me with... MORE MAGE KNIGHT FIGURES!! He got me a starter pack with a bunch of random figures in it! Wootn'blah! The coolest thing in the package are the two ( Read more... )

I'm cleaning the house.
I dun wanna clean the house.
But we have maintenance people coming soon.
So I have to clean the house.
I'm cleaning the house.

I don't remember what style poem that is, but it's mine, so like.. don't take it or nothin.
*snickers* Who would bother anyway?
"Cleaning House" copyright Arasan Nayamu 2002 (just in case)
*snickers

We thought that Josh had to go soon, but he got leave from the parents that he could stay longer. Woot! So while he and Mark headed off to Meijers for some minor groceries, I stayed home and made some more adventure stuff ready. When they got back they surprised me greatly with a whole slew of role playing miniatures made of plastic and already ( Read more... )

I played my first Advanced Dungeons and Dragons game today! Well, not actually first AD&D game ever. I've played in four other games over the past two years and my first character ever was awesome as all hell! I called it a unitaur and her name was Llirianshi. I don't think I gave her a last name..but she did have a pet bat. However, this was the ( Read more... )

Mark won't treat me like a human being. I'm more of a follower or a child to him. He miraculously treated me nicely yesterday. So nice that I even showed him my gratitude in return by doing something that I don't usually do. We won't get into the details of *that*, let's just say that I'll only do it if I'm confident and feeling safe ( Read more... )

Today was the annual Alpine neighborhood garage sale! Wooooot! My mother and brother picked me up this morning. Early, early, early! Around 9:30 AM. Hehe. Damn me, I wasn't up! Mark kept teasing me about falling back asleep and with all the encouragement, I must have done just that! Ack ( Read more... )

I have a headache. And Mark didn't wanna do anything with me today. He says he always does stuff with me. Bullshit. He hasn't talked to me seriously about anything fun or funny for months. He says he's always comforting me. Yeah, no duh. That's what happens when you comfort someone and then don't accept comfort in return. Of course it will seem ( Read more... )

I tried going to sleep last night around 2am. Couldn't sleep. Tossed and turned for about an hour. Tried to will myself not to dream about Benjamin this time. Anything but Benjamin. But I didn't sleep at all because I spent so much time fretting over not dreaming about Ben. The guilt of my dreaming about someone who's practically dead while ( Read more... )