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I hate you. I hate that you mad me feel soooo Stupid.. I wish you would of told me that you DIDNT LOVE ME! at day one.. i am really mad.. i mean i feel like a fuckin Idiot.. i mean really.. how do you sleep at night when every night i talk about it.. i mean.. are you soo heartless. I hate you. WHy would you make me think that there is still a ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do.. Ya know.. Things are so hard for me.. i cant get threw this... i want it to be back to normal.. i dont care what that means.. but i will do what it takes.. this really sucks to no end.. I am so afraid.. all my friends keep telling me.. you will find someone new... or things will get better.. But im afraid to get my heart ( Read more... )

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Hey. im just listen to music. i have school at 12:30. woo. well its really at 1 but i have to leave at 12:30. Anyways. what is everyone doing this weekend? Me im bored. i think we should make plans. it will be cool. hm. whats should we do. Maybe we should go to the Beach.. i <3 the Beach. Who wants to go? I DO!. hm. how is everything going. Me im ( Read more... )

I HAVE A JOB!!!!!!!! YAY!

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Hm. My life is gone alittle crazy. but you know its the same story. I still dont have a Job. I go to school. well only 2 days a week. im not sure how much of that is going to school but what ever... my friends abandon me. the first chance they get. hmm. Friends.. ya ok.I have Patrick. hes an AMAZING Friend. i would almost say he is my best friend. ( Read more... )

Grr. My mom is a pain in my ass. i hate that she is Nice to me one min. then crazy the next. whats going on ( Read more... )

Hi. Today. I feel alittle werid. i had this long dicussion with my sister about my problems. Like. about how i cant stand Travis living so far. and how i just think my life is falling all around me. i dont know what to do. should i just stand here and let it fall. or should i go run for cover. I dont know whats going on. Im dealing with school. ( Read more... )