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so I just got done smoking in the bath tub....a most relaxing experience that i highly recomend to anyone. I worked from 2 to 7 today...not bad, i got to deliver and make tips. im a total dork and hit my head on the truck door though lol. lets see...this weekend im going to a party at the haunted house...dun dun dun....hehe. then im going to the ( Read more... )

Wow so I have not updated in FOREVA. Lets see here...since the last updates I have been taking anti-depressants, got a job, and I have a girlfriend. Things have been pretty good. I am happily with my Anastasia Marie Dugo. haha she speaks in her own accent that i like to make fun of, i love it. She is a different girl, and I am a different guy...I ( Read more... )

So tonight I went out to dinner and saw The Passion with Kevin's family. I thought the film achieved its goal although I must speculate on two minor things that could have been changed. Peter did not deny christ three times in the way he did in the movie. It was three different incidents over the whole night. Also, Jesus did not get his hands ( Read more... )

It seems more and more people become shallow before my very eyes. Nobody truly cares whats on the inside more than the physical. Most who claim it do it as a fad or to sound intellectual. I wish it was not so. Another thing I see so often is that people who are considered friends might become depressed....and then they are down all the time and ( Read more... )

I look at all the beautiful women around me and I can not help but think to myself, will anyone ever love this monster?

Well im still sick. bah. i think we have band practice although im almost 100% sure i cant sing today. I started writing a song in my head during class though. its a song about high expectations of people and the pain and stress it causes them. heres a little excerpt from it ( Read more... )

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh im so sick of being sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant do anything and more importantly i cant sing!!!!!!! aaaaaahhhhhhh this is so gay, its been like 2 weeks now, when will it end?!?!?!??!? NAIUJGHPDOEHASOFIHESFJ{DSPJ"PD!!!!!!!!!!!?!??!?!? jdfdfgdjfdkkj bah!!!!!!

looks like its back to the psychiatrist for me. this time they are putting me on drugs. hopefully it helps me. I actually need to go back though. I dont know how much longer I can keep this inside. its been about 13-14 years. im just going to go now. bye.

So yesterday, Brian and I went on a valentines day double date. It was good stuff. We went to JIP and then to the movies. Good stuff. I loved the movie....50 first dates. All was good. good night. so it seems i got kevin sick, bah. Im still sick as well. oh well...who isnt sick these days?!? well im out of here, bye.