So lets see.....Friday night I drove home drunk from chads house and wrecked my car. when i got home i cut my wrists. I got 8 stitches and was sent to a psychiatric hospital for 4 days. dont ever let a loved one go there. ever.

i love the way i cut myself. its so beautiful. i cant wait to get the ansswers i want, i loved you all u were bveautiful in ur own way goodbye.

All my homies and my bitches say what. hey sorry to whoever I kept awake at Johans party ha :).

"I swear that women will do something over and overand over again untill you think that they will always do it and then change just to mess with your brain" ---Robert Jordan ( Read more... )

So I havnt updated in awhile. fuck my ass, right? right. Anyways, a very reduced and contracted recap: I went to vegas= fun, meeting a very hot 21 year old russian girl, being interviewed at breakfast by a little boy from scotland at 5 in the morning, etc. I no longer work at mountain mikes. band is sounding good. ummmmmmm marijuana is cool. I have ( Read more... )

fuck i hate people and their stupid fucking ways. Im not the type of person to name any names though cough alex, aly, and megan cough. I mean if you have a fucking problem with me then say it to my fucking face. shit. let me fucking die. I gained 20 pounds in one month.

Tonight she was in my arms. I had everything I could ever want. I even thought that maybe these moments were worth living for. I was in control. I was in control then and he was the one inside. I had everything and then it all came crashing down. I lost control. As quickly as she came she went. How could I have ever thought I could be the one in ( Read more... )

I want to die.

Its four in the morning. Here is an excerpt from my book im writing ( Read more... )

I have been doing a whole lot of thinking lately. Well I havn't had much else to do because it seems like nobody ever wants to do anything with me haha. Anyways I have had a lot of religious doubt and curiosity. I have been studying Wicca somewhat and its pretty nifty. Kajukenbo is going nicely, I love kicking ass in there hehe. Im done with school ( Read more... )