thanksgiving was awesome. had a great meal with a great bunch of people. love my family ( Read more... )

Have you ever been afraid to hear your own voice? Have you ever been quiet for so long that it gives you a start when it finally surfaces for whatever reason? It's sort of creepy being home like this...without anyone but the dog. Thank God for the dog. I never thought I'd say that. Hurt my left index finger, right ring finger, right thumb and ( Read more... )

just let me slide ( Read more... )

so, i bought these shoes from torrid.com a while ago for around $7. They were really wide, so I decided to sell them on ebay. Made $38.99. niiiice ( Read more... )

having an esophagogastroduodenoscopy tomorrow at 8:15am. hehe...big word, eh? it's an upper endoscopy...an egd. yeah, i looked it up. me smart.

not excited about the test, but i am excited that i have not work. all day. no work. yes.

short entry. my pillow calls.

it's these times when i think i'll just roll over and let hell take it's course. but as is the norm, i fall. i fall down and hard. it's just so many things and i feel so common. everyone thinks so, and that bugs me like you can't imagine. it's late and i just don't want to sleep because sleep brings middle-of-the-night and middle-of-the-night ( Read more... )

Threw out my back. Sucks to be me. I'm pretty immobile. I also cannot get my wifi adapter for the DS to work. It's been a short weekend. Went to the lima bean festival as a cripple with momma...that was really nice. I had no idea I like lima beans. I don't feel like typing.

it's possible for me to make a decision.

it is physically possible.

why can't i?

this is so difficult. i dont know what to do anymore. praying doesnt seem to be working.

Is a new house what I want? Geez. Why can't I just be content ( Read more... )