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i'll do it. i can't lose my boys.

this one goes out to all the boys who never thought i was good enough. for all the insecure, selfish little boys who thought i was cute enough to take to bed, but not cute enough to take to the movies...and pay. for all the boys who told me i was smart but were secretly threatened by my intelligence. or for the boys who liked the way i could make ( Read more... )

so i want to post this entry to him. he doesn't read my journal, so this can be my place to say what i would say if i really had the courage to ( Read more... )

i give my heart away so easily. i don't know why. i always used to keep it locked up so safe and secure, but lately, it hasn't taken as much to get past my defenses. i had sex with jeff. that was an unexpected twist. to make matters more potentially volatile, it was amazing. i don't know where this is going to head, but i am trying to fight my ( Read more... )

I'm sitting up alone at the computer. It's monday night and there are helicopters flying overhead with the sound of sirens beneath them. The cats are playing with something that scratches loudly against the floor. Then all is quiet...until Mr. Myagi finds something new to attack, in which case another assualt will be launched against the offending ( Read more... )

man, what a long crazy summer it has been. i'm not even sure where to start. i guess i'll begin at the beginning. i graduated from college. yah me!! the night i wrote my last entry i went out with melissa and michelle and celebrated in typical santa barbara fashion: i got drunk, danced a bit, then found a random boy to take home and have sex with. ( Read more... )

i am so faded. mo thinks i party too hard. sometimes i think she might be right. but then i start to justify my actions: 1) i turned in my last final in college today; 2) yeah that's about it actually; 3)oh yeah, i'm moving in with maureen in two weeks and i get to see her this weekend; 4) i smoke too much pot; 5) oh well. Yea for Class of 2004!!!

An open letter to everyone who blows me off ( Read more... )

techonlogy is not my friend. i just wrote this whole big long entry and then i unwittingly erased it. i hate my life.