Small update, maybe the last for a long time. But as much as I hate doing ( Read more... )

It's been a while. I'd almost forgotten that this existed - and I'm not terribly sure that anyone would read anymore. So, it feels pretty safe just to speak into the wind, as it were. A place to be completely honest about things again, even if no one was listening ( Read more... )

Something is different tonight ( Read more... )

It's been eleven years - I think it's finally time to go home. I am a far different man now than when I left; an entire lifetime has passed since then. Time to go confront something I've been running from, time to accept what really happened. Time to heal and time to be reborn. Time to admit the truth I've denied for so long. Time to let life ( Read more... )

Perhaps the old adage is true - you have to lose something in order to appreciate it. And because I can be so reluctant to see things, I lose them without ever knowing I had them. I think this is a lesson I am doomed to repeat ad infinitum, all while those around me lose patience, waiting for me to break samsara.

Ever since Savior wrapped up, I've been unable to let go of something. I just can't succumb, despite many years of protestations that I would never do such a thing ( Read more... )

Some experiences fade with time; I hope that this one never fully leaves me ( Read more... )

To doubt is human; faith requires effort that, most often, we as mere ( Read more... )

Ever have moments where you look around, completely flabbergasted at the situation you now confront ( Read more... )

Well, Internet, it’s been a long time. Time enough for me to come out of hiding. And boy, it has been an eventful two years. I’ve not written anything substantial in all the time I’ve been under the radar, so I’m a bit apprehensive as to how this is going to turn out. If you notice deficiencies in my writing style - I guess that’s just the ( Read more... )