My emotions were much too intense.
That's why I pushed them in so far.
I was scared of the intensity, of the vulnerability.
I still am.

I am powerless, powerless
To do anything at all
What happened to the boy
Who could conquer the world

I'm here, and I'm still as lost as ever.

I thank myself sometimes that things never change.

Why the fuck is cartoon network showing Jurassic Park III

spook.

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I hate this. This personal Hell I off and put myself in. Honestly, who else is there to blame anymore? No one. Left and right all I see is problems, but why? I mean come on, theres more to it than that, right? Yeah, of course there is. But I see what I want myself to see. I focus on what I want to, and suddenly the one trait I feel makes me who I ( Read more... )

I feel a bit lethargic. That’s the word, right? Right…or is it… *sigh* I’m facing a dilemma on what to do about it. Part of the reason I feel this way is because I took some of my sisters Adderall, I took it because I felt down and frustrated about things, like school and relationships and I thought maybe I could focus better with it and help me to ( Read more... )

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