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The Forgotten Journal
I always forget about this thing. Yes I have decided to write an entry, no applause needed. No, please, contain yourselves ( Read more... ) -
hello
I haven't written in this journal for a while. Lets see, my life consists of mostly school. I'm doing pretty well, im keeping close to a 4.0 gpa, and I've joined a national honor society. I feel pretty accomplished. I'm going to visit UCLA and Cal this spring break to check them out and see which one I would prefer. My philosophy teacher ( Read more... ) -
WTF?
haha...well i have not written in this journal for ages. Lets see: I hate working at starbucks but i need the money. I hate the fact that i seem to choose bad professors or hard ones. My grades are pretty good if i keep my ass in check. Yes if any of you were wondering i am still with lexi and it's almost 9 months. More than a year since we started ( Read more... ) -
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So im really excited for the new thrice album to come out it's titled "vheissu" long story behind the name, but in summary the album should be kick ass. Ive heard a couple songs of theirs live already, and i cant wait for them on cd. Haha i get earlier access to it because im a thrice alliance member too, which is sweet. I have to work at 7 am, so ( Read more... ) -
faced
when you're faced with something like death you have two options: you can want to live and beg and plead with god (even if you dont believe in him)I think to myself i've faced it before, but it's all so fast you don't know what to do sometimes and it really doesn't hit you. When you know you're going to die and it is eminent then you think to ( Read more... ) -
it really seems unfair but lately i dont care
I havent written in this thing in ages. It's pretty crazy. Well i dont know what to say? haha hi to the people that read this i guess. Life has been treating me pretty good i guess? I have been working at starbucks since june 05 and i have my classes signed up for merced. I'm getting money saved up. Everyone is leaving in less than a month to go to ( Read more... ) -
Experience
I have come to know so much of the world around me, the functioning and now i realize the world itself is alive. Things are so dynamic and changing all the time it is incredible. Heartbreaks are all over the place, dissapointments, broken spirits...people take time to mend, all they need is the right medicine. I hope my friends will end up getting ( Read more... ) -
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Lately
Lately i dont know whats going on in my brain again. I'm trying as hard as i possibly can and working through some things within myself, but sometimes...i dont know it gets all too hard. I often wonder what my true nature is...to be dark and down or to be bright and happy. A constant battle to be fought...maybe i have been one for so long it's next ( Read more... )