Its 3

[archaic_thought]

I dont know why, im writing and it's 3 am. My head is spinning, i hate thinking too much, it's seriously a curse. I don't know why im bored so easily of so many things, im like too curious about everything. Somebody once told me i do it because it's interesting to me because other things aren't interesting to me anymore. Maybe it is, i dont know.

Comments

[ishutmyeyes]

ok ok ok i got some advice for ya hahhahahahahahahahaha

Grow Up

[biggalo]

People move on and start their own lives totally away from you. That's what people do. Your fears unbased because really, you've done all of this before. You've changed schools before. You've had to make and lose friends before. And you're right, you probably won't make many new friends if you keep staying up 'til 3am and going through the entire day half asleep. It's hard to make new friends when you're snoring. And for goodness sake, would you at least TRY some of the advice I give you? Go to bed earlier (but dude, I just can't sleep, I stay up thinking way too much) and GETTING UP EARLIER and DOING THINGS like you know, those hobbies we talked about or going to place (by walking). You don't stay up late because you can't stop thinking. You stay up late because you intake more energy than you expend, so when you're sitting there at the end of the day with nothing to do (because you have no hobbies) and can't sleep because your body's so used to staying up 'til 3 or 4am you have no choice but to think. I know it sounds like a chicken

God.love.sex.morality.....lah di dah

[andersontapes]

totally unrelated but thanks for dropping the line about Nicholi's book The Question of God. it has been an interesting read so far and i'm enjoying it thoroughly.

[crocogater]

I know what you talking about with college ands stuff, it bothered me a lot for a while. Know I just let it flow, who the shit knows what going to happen, someone might worry about it all year and then get hit by a bus. I just do what I do and try to remember that its only been for year and it does suck for me going to a JC because its highschool with ashtrays, but its not the end of the world, even though I've felt like for some reason, I think I'm just going to leave, to Europe, maybe when can't both go and split rent, if they even have money, crazy foreigners. Anyway, I''ll talk to you later