it's something of a paradox, i cant easily collect it all. maybe that's why im always surrounded by invisible question marks ill never see. my mind wanders, i cant concentrate, stuck again. that's why i can never have that thing i want never in my reach. too many deciding factors outside my control, everything outside my control. i generally say ( Read more... )

Im pissed off im still sick. I also tied my court case when everyone in the classroom thought my group had one. It was pretty fucking ridiculous. Im pissed off lately...too many odd confusing things. Ah well i always forget God hates me.

The theme once again is the same. Winter always changes gears. Nothing is clear.
Everything is vague. Just remember do the opposite of what you think is right.

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I'm starting to get sick of this whole work thing again. I've had to do so much shit today it's almost been unbearable. Fuck government i hate that class. I dont know why but lately i have been REALLLLLLLY tired and ive been falling asleep at like 7-8 pm. Weird thing it is. Not much else to say really except...

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Continue to put yourself in compromising positions and things will not always turn out good. It always so easy to open your heart when the circumstances are in your favor, at least when they seem they are. uhhh man...too many things rush me at once to do anything about it. I watched the dead poets society and i like the movie and the message is ( Read more... )

What is it...is it that feeling that runs a cold shiver down your back when you experience something. Something that triggers your mind and heart at the same time and in unison both have found a new light to inspire them. It's an amazing feeling, the deepest inspiration to have. Something you know is not affected by others judgment, just your ( Read more... )

Well lately i havent been getting much sleep at all. Ive been tired but like im not like falling asleep all over the place. It's just like im in a different reality which is cool and all but it can lead to depression so im going to stop. I had to retake my fucking permit test, because it's been a damn year. I passed and all but im pissed, why does ( Read more... )

I was watching this interesting show on T.V about gold mining and how some people get really lucky and find a ton of gold in the rivers in the mountains. I want to be able to do that, haha that would be great. This weekend was like any other, not exactly exciting, but im not going to say everything that happened word for word because, that's just ( Read more... )

does anybody know what it's like to actually be in control of your own life? to somehow stop having things happen to you, that you dont want to happen?

Above all arrogance reigns supreme.