Here I sit staring at an open window ( Read more... )

This is the life. For the last few days I haven't gone out on the town, haven't been to any parties, just sat around hanging out with Josh, and Ave and it has been really cool. Just realizing that I can have a great time and be happy with just my friends.

Sitting here alone in the darkness ( Read more... )

Well alot of things happened today and I was gonna write them down but they are still swirling around in my head and can't really get them straight. Needless to say I feel like i'm on a knife edge and the smallest push and my life is gonna tumble into the unknown and it scares me to death. I'll post more when I get things together in my head.

For those of you who have me on your friends list i am thinking of using my LJ as a poetry forum, I haven't made the final decision yet but I will let yall know if I do. Peace :P

This is my last post guys, if ya wanna keep up with me you can find me at www.myspace.com/monkey_porche sweet farewell

Life blows sometimes, but maybe I can see a silver lining in the distance, I'll let you know when I have a definite answer. Got a hotel to stay in until we can get an apartment, still working a crap load of hours at Big Apple, I am actually pulling a double tonight 3PM Friday - 7AM Saturday and then I after to be at work at 3PM saturday afternoon, ( Read more... )

What Your Dreams Mean...


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What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Calikat is your soulmate.
You truly love Kerri.
You consider Skippy your true friend.
You know that Maureen is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Nick for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Snook is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Danielle is colorful ( Read more... )

Well I am working a crap load of hours at Big Apple about 45 this coming week is what I am scheduled for, that's gonna be like 360 buck for one week of work. So Berta also is getting a pay check so along with mine we are gonna put a deposit on an apartment and then when Nick gets back pay the first month's rent and move in. I can't wait, I hope we ( Read more... )