So tired. I went to work at 9 got off at 3 mowed the lawn start time 3:30 quit at 6 went to work at hastings at 6:30.ahahahaahahahahhah im goin mad.

Wow, what a week. Nothing big happened and nothing exciting either. Just worked most of the time. We hung around the house with Chad and Raven this last week so that was cool. Its good to have real friends and people that you can count on here. If Angie an I were alone here I think we would have gone insane.

My wife and I went to see Henry Rollins tonight. It was a great show, the only problem I had was that I got my friends digital camera taken away. They gave it back to me without the batteries. Oh well i was able to get one ok photo off before they took it. It was a great show that he put on and I even saw my old friend Joe R. there.

I have been working my ass off. My wife finally got a job at a flower shop. Things will get easier but its so hard to just go home and not want to go out or do anything that requires money. Well thought I would drop a line to the world to let it know I am still around.

I'm tired, I worked all day at both jobs. Fun, Fun, Fun. It started to rain. When I got off at midnight I just looked up at the sky. It was awesome red looking clouds behind black shadowy trees. It would have mad a great photo.

I never want to forget who I am or where I came from. Sometimes it seems that older people get that way though. I saw a commercial for an elderly home and it showed a group of elderly people bouncing a balloon to one another in a circle. I wonder do they really enjoy that or do the feel stupid. Growing older reminds me of regression. Sometimes ( Read more... )

Woke up this morning pretty tired even though I have been getting enough sleep. Things are getting really tight here. I need to spend money only on food and gas because if I don't I'm gonna starve. My spending habits arn't that bad but sometimes I tell myself "Oh it wont hurt to get that", and then I realize "What the hell did I bye that for. I ( Read more... )

I worked allot today. I'm getting back into the swing of my old job habits, you know, daydreaming about something or somewhere other than work. At work I sometimes make plans about what I am going to do when I get home. When I get home I normally don't do a damn thing. I bought some old school nintendo games today, played them for about an hour ( Read more... )

I had a really unexpected experience today, it was like one you see in a movie. I started to work at a local music and movie store today. There were to girls waiting in line in the register next to me and I told them to come over to my register because I had already checked every one through. Before I had a chance to think or react I realized ( Read more... )

Today felt like it dragged on forever. I thought moving to this town would add some excitement, but that is yet to be seen. I'm close to concerts, comic and toy shops and all I can do right now is window shop and hope that my favorite bands don't happen to come into town while I'm broke. I am trying to work as many hours as I can at both my jobs ( Read more... )