You have my heart and my love, more than you probably know. I have found something with you that I have never had before. I never realized that something like what i was missing existed. You feel real and I feel real when I am with you. I actually feel normal, like i was before, like i used to be. The feeling of anything being possible for me as ( Read more... )

I dont know my path anymore. I had finally found it when i was torn from it. Now i wander the trees and plains with no compass, no sense of direction. Even the stars and sun elude me because they could help me on my way. There are no markers along my steps, only subtle signs from the leaves and blades of grass. My survuval has become a challenge ( Read more... )

Wow is definately the word for the past week or so. Me and Kerri decided as a mutuall agreement that we dont need to be together right now for my safety and when all this goes away then we will try again . I cant have a relationship by only seeing her for 15 min while shes at work. too difficult. Now after all that has happened i was given the ( Read more... )

Just for your interst...i have had a myspace account for a good bit now. www.myspace.com/archeia85 . Go, give me thoughts and opinions or whatever. i just cant sleep. so i am bored and decided to write something, ANYTHING. I hate not being able to really sleep for days on end. This shite sucks.

The Keys to Your Heart
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Well i dont know how many of you know but in the last 48 hours i have been arrested put in jail, sent to a prison, luckly got bailed out before i got put in a "tank"/cell at the prison. Thankfully i didnt have to spend the night either but i was in there from about 9 in the morning till about 10 at night. I chains around my wrists, waist, and ( Read more... )

Well i think i finnally acommplished what i have been shooting for since november 2005. Baby i dont know if you read this or not so i am sorry for not sharing it more indepth than what i have before but you can ask questions if you want. But anyways i just did my attempt for closure with Kim because Kerri deserves all of me all the time. Not me ( Read more... )

Well I dont know what happened tonight, i don tknow if she is mad at me or what because she hasnt called and its a holiday i find it really strange...BUt i did some checking about laws and everything and the only thing her dad can do to me is tresspassing and if he is crooked enough plant something in my truck or have someone plant something in my ( Read more... )

Well because Kerri's dad doesnt like me for some reason has threated to issue me court papers for something. Also i havent been able to spend time with her for about 4 days now and probably wont get to untilafter her dad goes back to work the bastard. The only things he can get me in trouble for with the law would also be incriminating his daughter ( Read more... )

Well I didnt really have a connection with jared when we went out so he is on the bench as a date but still running as a friend. But things with Kerri have progressed. I just dont want to move to fast because sometimes the faster you move the faster it burns out and fizzles away. Maybe I am just scared for no reason. Maybe I fear me who knows ( Read more... )