Jeez...I have no idea how i get myself into so many confusing situations. All I do now-a-days is think and ponder over how to act, say, and feel what is right. A friend told me that I am stuck in a "hexagram" of issues. Of course I was told this playfully, but there is truth there. I want to follow my heart but thats not a fair call, i want to
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Well as I write this I eat my last meal with my right arm for a good long while. I truely amazes me that the day before my surgery has come. ANother one alas. You never really think about things until you are in thuoght, so deep in thought that you begin to worry or fear. I realize that I have had so many thing ripped away from me in the past year
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Well on Sunday i met Sionnain. She is extremely intelligent, passionate and knows exactly what she wants in life. Very interesting. She majors in classical voice, is a race car instructor or something like that...she knows a hellova alot more about cars than i do..i have her beat on trucks tho. We met after the cookout me and Nikki had....we went
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I cant believe what is going on with my brother. I never saw him to be a "follower". I was wrong. Plus i know he is scared. He is turning into an alcholic i think. he is drinkning to much to frequently...going to work drunk a couple of times.....his personality changes...he becomes someone other then my brother. And its all because of one his
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You scored as Antisocial Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have ASPD! You know that blatantly disregarding social norms and the rights of others isn't just illegal; it's FUN. Jail time? Eh, look at Gary Gilmore... was he really that bad of a guy?
Well I am at my brothers right now eveyone is asleep except for me and nikki...She is throwing up in the bathroom for the last hour or so. I am just wiating until she can ride in the car again so we can go home. Well I see Whispa on sunday...i promised her. She has called a couple of times and seems like she needs my comfort alil lately. Which is
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