my new year's resolution is simply to be a better person ( Read more... )

i can't get started on my assignment; hence, an update.

i've never been so afraid to do an assignment. yes, i'm afraid of a frigging assignment. i don't know where to start or what to write. it's one of those essays where the whole thing is screwed if you get one thing wrong. it's like math, which is why i hate it so much ( Read more... )

this journal is crap. prepare for a new one.

i saw his name on someone's journal and i spent the last 20 minutes looking for clues in it to see if it was him. i still haven't figured that out. it's a 50-50 chance ( Read more... )

i can't believe myself. i'm not surprised if anyone has lost respect for me. but i gotta do what i gotta do.

i figure i should update before i start attacking my homework because it might be my last distraction until dinner time. riiightwell i am ashamed to say i am less focused at school now that i only three classes. it's as if the 50% refund did not slap me across my face ( Read more... )

I have been very giggly and bubbly lately because I am starting to appreciate the good things of life while acknowledging the bad things without allowing them to overwhelm me. I'm smiling and initiating conversations a lot more than I've used to, and somehow it makes me feel really good about myself. I can't even begin to explain that feeling. ( Read more... )

- 've been pretty busy
- 've been a hermit
- proud of myself for not buying anything from sephora yet ever since it opened a couple of weeks ago ( Read more... )

it's horrifying to find myself with certain thoughts in my head to the point where i'm afrad my body would follow them.

feel and look like a mess. weight gain (minimum 10 pounds), pimples, greasy hair, dark circles, wrinkles, scaly skin ( Read more... )