This is my last entry into this LiveJournal. As of late, all it's really done for me, is let people tell me to stop being "Emo". There are only 4 people that ever read this journal, and only 2 of which, actually read, and comment regularly. From now on, all of my thoughts are going into a private Journal so that I can, at the very least, keep a ( Read more... )

This is such fucking bullshit. I can't find a single damned purpose for me, on this earth. I can't take care of those that I care so much about; nor can I even convice them to take better care of themselves. I such a fucking usuless waste of space. My family has forsaken me, and my friends don't want my care. I have nothing left.

If I came to you, with one request. If I made this request, with all seriousness, and honesty, and in sound state of mind. If I could show just how much of my pain would vanish should this request be honored.

Would you put me out of my psycological misery, and release me from my emotional torment?

I think I may have finally found the source of my most recent depression... It surprises me how long it's taken me to figure it out... I'm so stupid. It's so incredibly obvious, and it's not like it's too obvious, it's just obvious. I still can't believe it's taken me this long to figure it out... I'm such an idiot...

FFFUUUCCCKKK!!!

Damn it all. I'm so fucking sick of feeling like this! Fuck, fuck, fuckity, fuck, FUCK!

Day is night,
Dark is light.
When desolate's pain,
Takes my sight.

Αυτό είναι τελικό μου αντίο. Λυπάμαι.

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Over the past two days Zack has ( Read more... )