God, a little corner of the internet that no one remembers anymore... I'd just like to shout to the fucking world that I'm still in love with Garrett Bonfanti. Always have been, never stopped, just effectively denied it for a while.

Whew. That feels good. I wonder if I'll tell him before I go to college.

Oh my my my, how things can change ( Read more... )

A few months ago I was going insane... I think that, at this point, I'm basically gone. I've been letting things stress me out so much, but why? I forgot the truth: that none of it matters in the long run. You may see me as self-indulgent, careless, rash, etc... honestly though, I'm just making the best of this life I've been given. I find my ( Read more... )

Well, I was supposed to go to Altoona this weekend... plans fell through as usual ( Read more... )

Same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, same shit different day, ( Read more... )

Why
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This morning I learned that a family friend of mine has bone cancer. I'm really upset about it, scared, and otherwise full of complicated emotions. It's not curable, and they give him from two months to a year ( Read more... )

Ughhh. I hate how volatile I am as of late ( Read more... )

Tonight was... the polar opposite of yesterday. Sorry anyone I have hurt or offended, or been acting strange to. It's not an excuse but the reason is that I'm very conflicted. I act like I'm okay about the fact that I got lied to/cheated on/emotionally abused, but I'm really not. I'm coping. I've been kind of selfish, and I'm sorry for that ( Read more... )

It's been a very good week. Being on my own has been a liberating experience; it's nice to know I am independent ( Read more... )