Is anyone still around?

he didn't get fired.

but he can no longer go to public bars on the ship.

ah well.

im relieved.

boyfriend fucked up. big time. long story short, im supposed to be singing in a show with him all summer on a cruise ship. it's a dream gig...working 1 day a week, making OBSCENE money, our own cabins..yadda yadda...anyway...so he is already on the ship and last night he got majorly drunk and was playing around with one of the girl crew memebers ( Read more... )

im making meatloaf tonight. and mashed potatoes. and HUGE salad.

and im doing laundry right now.

im such a housewife these days it hurts xoxo

so...hi! i haven't written in here in a year or so, which is so strange seeing as how i used to be entirely obsessed with journaling. i doubt anyone really reads this thing anymore anyway, so this might just be a shot in the dark ( Read more... )

ok, so i am currently sitting in some square in Puerto Rico stealing public wifi ( Read more... )

steven and i parted ways. the thing is...i only feel like he likes me like half the time im around. it's as tho his heart wants to be with me, but his mind is telling him no. he puts up this wall where i only get to see a part of him at a time, and i am sick and tired of fronting 90% of the energy needed to sustain a worthwhile relationship ( Read more... )

why is it though, that something always goes wrong when something seems to have finally gone right?

i just went on my second date with this guy steven. well, we actually sorta dated a couple years ago and it went great then, but i was always going away to school and he is here in boston getting a pre-med degree at tufts. he is amazing. smart, talented, gorgeous, kind hearted. he makes me melt. it is almost as tho we are just picking up where ( Read more... )

it's weird being a grown-up. it's not necessarily bad, just a tad weird. i know like 3-4 people now who have babies, and a bunch of others who are married. i actually have to worry about things like how i am going to pay the bills and where my health insurance is going to come from. im in an ok situation right now just cuz i have been lucky with ( Read more... )