I can't decide if this is happy or sad, maybe both. Thoughts ( Read more... )

OK here's the deal. I got a new job, some more duties and much better pay. Well I was promised step 1 and instead I was told that they are going to put me into the transition grid which is substantially less than what I was promised, like 2$ an hour less. Now I'm slightly pissed off as there was another job I didn't apply for as it was the same ( Read more... )

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I've been seeing a councelor as of late and though I was a huge opponent of them, I have changed my opinion. Through talking to her I have come to realize something I had forgotten. I allowed myself to listen to the opinions of others, to accept the views outside my own and make them part of my mindset. Those of you who knew me when I was ( Read more... )

So here I sit writing as I listen to a sad song, stupid I know but really I can't help it. My old GF and I have been exchanging e-mails about stupid little things. All I get are a couple sentences and it bothers me. I suppose it means that I should just stop talking to her. She won't answer any of the questions I ask save the few "safe" ones ( Read more... )

My friend BJ and I have always attached music to times in our lives, it's something that when we listen to it, the melody brings us right back to where we were at that moment. Not all memories are happy but they still need to linger in the mind for our own good and our own protection. Well I was listening to a song by october project called Ariel ( Read more... )

Taken from a speech by nelson mandella, though I know he's not the origional author of it ( Read more... )

Hello Everyone ( Read more... )

I'm tired, I'm upset, I'm angry. I have never had this much hatred in my heart in my life. I've never felt this betrayed and it just won't go away. I just can't get it to leave, time seems to do nothing, it's like I'm falling into a pit and I just keep getting deeper and deeper. As horrible as it sounds I want Justice, hell I want vengance. I' ( Read more... )

as promised ( Read more... )