Something's got to give... I can't take this pain, any more.

I wish I could just unleash this rage I feel... I need an outlet.

Of the Seven Scars of the Heart, I have six... none of them have healed, yet.

I feel so empty inside, lately... like something is seriously missing ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a few days, I guess. Still, not much to report... I'm still the same old me... unfortunately. I wish I would change, somehow. I don't mean a radical change, like, a superhero. But I wish something about me would change, to make my life more interesting, more... worth getting up for, in the morning. I get up, go to a mediocre ( Read more... )

Recently, I've been somewhat more concerned than usual about my so called 'love life'. I find it somewhat disturbing that I have yet to have a tangible romantic relationship. That, in and of itself is not unusual, but the fact that I have tried, many times in fact, makes it unusual. I mean, if a person hasn't had a relationship until after they're ( Read more... )

This'll be a really short post, but it's here for my own reminder. I have many thoughts and experiences to share, so be sure to check back over the next day or two... whenever I get around to posting them.

I know I haven't updated this in a little while, not for lack of time or opportunity, but because I just hadn't felt like it. I mean to say that I've felt very confused about what I've wanted to say. There's been so much going on, lately, that I haven't had the opportunity to stop and sort it all out. Even my dreams have been confusing. Like the ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty good day, I guess. Nothing really went wrong... well, except me having to run to work again, but that doesn't really count because the excercise is good for me ( Read more... )

Yay! I got hired last night to do what I enjoy! I'm going to get paid to help some people shop for a new computer. I get to play parts counselor, build it, and set it up for them. It's going to be loads of fun, because building computers is always an adventure... something always doesn't play nicely with everything else. :P I'm excited for this! :

bleh... I don't feel like writing anything right now, but I don't want to go to bed, either...

oh well, maybe I'll fall asleep and dream of a world, more exciting than this one... where I make a difference. Where I can do what I want to without fear of retribution or consequence...

... somewhere... without me...

As several people know, I'm a victim of Chronic Depression, which means that on a fairly regular basis I become depressed. Right now, my depression is morphing into a mood where I feel inclined to fight/exercise/go-ninja... basically my masculine hormones that lean towards violence are all on overdrive. Realizing that you're thinking about the most ( Read more... )