i laughed the entire evening ( Read more... )

sitting among the fire, paper thin walls
and little bugs, you can hear them

they peek at me, smiling
as if to say hello darling

well hello little bug
it has been awhile
you have a beautiful face

i like the way your little legs
feel as you walk across my arm
walk slowly, so i can feel it forever

last night i had the absolute worst dream (nightmare) of my life. i had a strange rodent pet named Grendel. I still went to college. My friends were there. I said the N word to a group of girls in an elevator.

i woke up with a fat face. knowing what i need, what i need to do

sometimes when i feel like i have so much to say, i cant seem to find the energy to say it. i exhaust myself by trying to evaluate what the right thing really is. i set myself up for it. the ideals i keep are too imaginative to ever come true, right ( Read more... )

i had a blast last night

my parents bought me a right hand ring for my 21st birthday. i had just spent months alone, remembering who i was after an abusive relationship that lasted much too long. during these months i was happy. i knew what i wanted. everything was under control. to me, that ring marked my ability to be happy with who i was and enjoy my life, with or ( Read more... )

i feel like i need to take some time to myself and just not answer my phone for a few days
i just need a few days

there is one change that i have to make

i didnt really think family history would make that much of a difference

i love cops (well one)

cops love me (i only let one)

ive been handcuffed

haha

nevermind

so i have a theory that when in a relationship- a girl always lets the ex- girlfriend get under her skin ( Read more... )

you know ( Read more... )