This may be my last post for quite a while. I may not post again. I haven't moved to facebook or some other journaling platform. (It's difficult to imagine facebook as any kind of online journal.. perhaps I'll start using the notes function ( Read more... )

SO much is going on. SO much is in the air. My father's funeral is Friday. I'm in Arizona. I find myself really enjoying this place. I like the proximity to my parents (Dad & Mom live here). The weather is nice this time of year. Since coming down from 'the cold north' I feel better, healthier. It's a hard thing to admit, but I'm pretty sure ( Read more... )

With just a few words he did it. I understand now he doesn't get me. He doesn't get what I do. We're different. It doesn't matter why, only that I accept the difference.

And now I move on. I'm free to move on. I'm ready in some ineffable way I've not been before. This is the beginning of something. I feel very young.

Well, you've gotta start

Which is the more terrible thing?

1. To kill a female Black Widow spider now
2. Grant her life until she produces an egg (which will have 250+ babies in it), and then kill her, destroying the egg as well.

I've read a lot about awareness (of environment of self ( Read more... )

a little after 4am ( Read more... )

Christmas idea
in a forest of glass
the house of man behind
waiting

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But I'm not. She has a meeting ( Read more... )

1o.o1 everyone!