i like the color fuchsia in its many forms! 
i like blossoms!
i like april!
i like wrapping paper!
i like people who make me laugh!
i like california!
my biology packet is not done!
im going to go bake vegan cupcakes!


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there are cats outside howling mixed with train howls and its just a lot of howling.
i am making a present for jaclyn bovee. it is very fun. i like projects. especially when i have been working on them for hours straight and my eyes arent focusing quite the same. that's when everything starts coming together quite well.
i also like the marche cafe in ( Read more... )

im feeling a little listless 
it is a rainy saturday afternoon
and i dont particularly want to go anywhere
although there are lots of places to go
i am tuckered out
i just got back from the peer group retreat and i really liked it.
...
well not so much the painful physical activities. or the obnoxious people (ie. kevin hulse) and i cant say that i really ( Read more... )

i am baking,
valentines day baking, pink sprinkles and heart shaped shortbread, little cakes
and bowls and the smell of soap, just white soap with rough wood floors
watching the last waltz
(music used to be really handsome and meaningful, at one time)
bob dylan on rockin' rome
and my hair used to be long and brown and golden with the sun
i had flowered ( Read more... )

senior project is basically a distaster
i called my mentor and she was like...um did you give me the right evalutation form? because you didnt really do any of the stuff on here...i wish i had had it earlier...
and now i feel really yucky in my stomach
i think it is kinda a bad thing that i didnt really do anything
i just watched her
that should be okay
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holy shit
words cannot even describe
how excited i am for jane eyre 
on masterpiece theater tonight
i hope you watch it too

and i hope they do wuthering heights next
but i guess i could just rent that

i got up at 6:20 so i could get to school really early and talk to tibor
and i walked there in the snow
and once i got there, someone told me we had a delay

if we don't have school today
i am so screwed
but happy

i love my cat

"And unless you're William Faulkner (who didn't even graduate from college), the story you tell to the admissions officer through your essay needs to be brief, flow logically from one event to the next, and have a convincing conclusion."

yay for as i lay dying

yay for me telling mr stewart that it was ok, he didn't have to write me a letter of ( Read more... )

plan for tonight:

begin biology homework -> finish
read as i lay dying/enjoy the fuck out of it
begin honors essay
finish math homework
learn math
eat popcorn
listen to no direction home soundtrack, disc one -> select senior quotation
make a cheer up finland kit
wrap mischa's overdue present
learn some more math -> cry about math
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ugh terrible
everything is sosososo fucked up. 
this is rediculous. what am i doing. with everything.
i hate this i hate today it is
terrible.
worst fucking day and im tired of being belittled


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