"because when i look back, another year from now, i'm going to be different. i'm going to be happy."
- nicole, a year ago. [http://areotwilight.livejournal.com/64055.html?nc=3]i am getting better at being honest, because today, i truly am happy. this doesn't mean i ( Read more... )

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rumor has it that if you vote tomorrow, starbucks will reward you with a free tall brewed coffee. =] i'm looking forward to this election being over, but at the same time, i geniunely do appreciate the fact that i am a young adult in this country with the right to vote on things that matter to the nation. i believe in political efficacy. lately, ( Read more... )

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early this morning was the first time that i have ever been able to truly acknowledge the long and shameful list of mistakes i've made as a person, and as a friend. and it was terrifying ( Read more... )

my second year of college starts tomorrow. i was being completely honest when i told him that this summer was the best i've ever had.

( and as long as it's okay with you, i think i'll stay right here. )

as i make my way to my front door, legs still shaking and heart rate still descending, the rush and blur of emotions and feelings, physical and psychological are enough to convince me, or any discouraged girl for that matter.

all i know is that THIS IS THE KIND OF LOVE i've hoped i would eventually find someday, and be lucky enough to hold onto ( Read more... )

friday night, dusty and i left for big bear for the weekend. so much happened while we were there, but i will keep it short and sweet. our weekend consisted of: adventures on the lake, sunday morning thunderstorms, a bike ride of doom, and the biggest pancake you've ever seen in your life ( Read more... )

every morning, i am exhausted from staying out until 2am, and every night, i am left speechless. from parties in malibu to sushi and hot tubs to doing absolutely nothing for hours at a time, the most amazing feeling is knowing that this is only going to get better.
( i have never felt this. )

lately, things have been amazing. i can't even find words to describe it. i've been doing cool things like meeting stan lee, and the last week in june, i went to las vegas with my family for our annual trip. i had a memorable fourth of july weekend, and at one in the morning last night, i made wishes on birthday balloons before letting them float ( Read more... )