Shot in the heart

[aresrising05]

It’s ok to be sad, I told myself as I sunk into the plane seat. Around me families, couples, friends were organising themselves to prepare for 13 hours of being trapped in a metal cigar. I was in mourning, like an idiot, for something that never existed. Nothing had changed, except I had. A life of dull progress interspersed with intensely painful

Comments

[magazhchi]

It is heartfelt and honest and I like that.

[aresrising05]

Thank you

[ext_2647502]

Sometimes.... if your very very lucky, things work out. I know because my hubs and I finally after over thirty years of distance, marriages and relationships with other people- maintained our friends and lovers relationship, until we finally synced and married seven years ago!!!

So in the words of Judy Tenuta- "Hey, it can happen!"

Hugs and peace~~~

[aresrising05]

I'm glad my story moved you

[alycewilson]

Your emotions are palpable in this. It's good that you still maintain hope.

[aresrising05]

I believe that in part we can carve our future with our own hands, to give up hope is to acquiesce control.

[swirlsofblue]

Sad story, well written

[aresrising05]

Thank you

[d0gs]

a couple of times i didn't allow relationships to start because i was afraid of exactly this. this was a really moving entry.