so he [bf] discovered for me that I'm scared of not knowing. Which makes total sense. Why the hell did I pay a damn shrink to figure out what's wrong with me? Why can't I be ok with not knowing? Now I'm mad because I dont know how I became like it! oh well. I found an old journal from last year, it was written around this time too april-june. I ( Read more... )

Drawing Canada with his face sketched on it twice ( Read more... )

I never knew how to spell february.... that looks so wrong to me.... but its like how wednesday looks wrong, I use to spell it wensday... lets see if I didnt know how to spell february I bet I would spell if Febuary, yes definitely like that. Tomorrow I'm waking up early to go take a stupid test and to take a shower... because I'm too lazy to take ( Read more... )

I need a clone.

potential problems lay ahead, but atleast Jessie benefits because when something new comes in something old leaves... meaning my dear friend gets something old that I once consumed (no, not shit).

today, the best thing about it was the road trip to are destination. I guess it was still ok. I hate dumb bitches..... anyone wanna help me beat up some sophomores 30 mins away?

I dont like the snow.
I do not like the snow at all,
I dont like it in my face
I do not like it any place
I do not like it over there
I do not like it anywhere
fuck the snow!
I hate being cold...

( keep me sleepy as the south )

Def. my place to live. Regaurdless of the shootings and purse stealers this place is so wonderful. It's a Victorian house and settlers place. It's so awesome because there's a pirate's house where Pirates drank and stayed and there are underground tunnels (that are still there) that pirates took to go out to the sea and they use to kidnap men and ( Read more... )

The holiday crammed season is over.... meaning its back to real life.... meaning.... I just ate my last meat sandwich for another year...... meaning NO MORE MEAT.....thus meaning..... I DECLARE MYSELF ONCE MORE A VEGETARIAN. I might as well give up on junk food now too, to lose weight this time.