It's a new year. been a while since i updated.

christmas was good. lots of food and to my suprise i didnt gain weight yay. got lots of stuff.

sherry left. yeah i'm really sad. it is going to suck to not see her for a year. i'm going stir crazy now. i'm so worried and scared, i don't want anything to happen to her. at least she wont be in iraq the ( Read more... )

yes! After next Wenesday this semester will be done! I can't wait! Looking forward to hanging out with sherry and my boo boo and also play games on my sexbox and wii. i got the mario for wii, GTA 5 for xbox, and UFC, though thats actually brandons i wanna try playing anyway ( Read more... )

i guess i should update. really close to a year now he's been gone. i miss him. i've been thinking about him a lot lately. Wonder if he would be proud of me. only a few days from now ( Read more... )

I guess I am getting into writing in this thing again, also I am bored. Looking forward to hanging with the blonde. (kristen) Dunno what will happen. lol. Thats usually how things work with us.

So happy to find out I got a B on my Spainsh test. Really I would love an A but, I wont complain.

The anniversary of my grandfather's passing is coming up ( Read more... )

..not really. but i actually scored a 100 on my stats test! I spanked that test hard!

nothing else to say. just overall happier than i have been in years.

It's been a long time again. No one reads this. lol. i don't care. it is just for me to get stuff out my mind and off my chest. i love brandon. he is amazing. he makes me feel so special and like i am worth something. he never talks me down and is perfect. i am so lucky to have him. i laugh everytime i think how i said i'd never find anyone better ( Read more... )

so its been months since i've written in her. a lot has happened. i have a boyfriend. his name is brandon. he works at walmart just like me. he works in accounting. i don't really know how it happened but it did. i was friends with him while i was still dating bobby. i got his number in october or so. i never called him. i called him after bobby ( Read more... )

so i decided that wouldn't be my last entry. it's not fair to my journal to just end like that. i thought things would get easier but they just got worse. yesterday i lied to my mom and my boss. told them how sick i was, when that wasn't the truth. i was depressed and just didn't want to move. i cried for ..i'm not entirely sure how long. i think ( Read more... )

yea, so much needed update. 2nd year of college. ugh! is all i can say really. stressed out always!! (but i dont want to be)  i really don't like the way my classes are set up. it feels like too much to handle. dont get wrong i like going only two times a week..but it doesn't feel like its worth it. i feel like i never get a bak from homework and ( Read more... )

 so i'm posting again. i'm startng to get back in the swing of writing in this. for a long time i didn't write in here because i'm lazy. so school is ok. i say ok because i don't even know how i'm doing. i had an exam this past monday and tomorrow i find out what i made on it. i'm kind of nervous because i'm pretty sure i made an A but i'm not ( Read more... )