yup, random thought. People have no idea how beautiful they are.

I refuse to define my sexuality any longer and I refuse to be defined by my sexuality. As, a teacher once said "sexual preference is only part of who we are as people not all of what we are." :D

Why throw yourself into one tightly defined category? I say screw it. I am so done. I really could care less who sees this. I am done pretending to be ( Read more... )

So many thoughts cross my mind
wishing you were here
I know this dream can never be true
I just don’t know what to do
can my mind ever rest?
can you be more than just this?
I know I make how I feel so obvious to you
but what else can I do?
you will never feel the same
and that sucks more than anything
just to lay in your arms would be true bliss
or just to ( Read more... )

finally our own place...love it!!

So, for starters woke up sick. yay not. stayed in baton rouge for 2 hours for brandon to get a drug test. then missed work, went home to get meds. then took 2 hours just to drive to hammond there was some kind of accident on the bridge.

Finally grew some balls I'm not taking crap from my roomates, i'm pissed off and they know it. I'm pretty sure ( Read more... )

so..got the new xbox yesterday. eep! yea too bad i cant really enjoy it. i left the power pack to my old xbox at my house now i cant save my stuff to a jump drive. i just kind of assumed all the connections would be the same. i did play gta on it though, i love how quiet it is and how small it is. i feel so unworthy.

anyway school is approaching.. ( Read more... )

sleep depervation is never a good thing im sure. yeah saw someone from the past recently it was good. was sort of awkard but only a matter of time. least it happened and over with so maybe if it happens again the whole awkardness can be avoided.

anyway.. so only a full month left of this hell hole. looking into a few different places to move into. ( Read more... )

That says a lot. some people say they don't get on here to complain, well really what the point of this i you can't express feeling. It would be just boring to read if you listed shit that happened.

so Anyway...  I can not wait to move out. this situation is out of control. every time Brandon and I come to the apartment (not my home so no point ( Read more... )

I don't know where to begin really. so much junk going on lately it is really taking a toll on me. I just need to vent so bear with me. Moving out was suposed to be something liberating and exciting. Yeah that part happened but the good feelings did not last long. I find myself feeling like a mother figure, when that should not be happening. Don't ( Read more... )

brandon is passed out so why not write. awesome news definately moving out by this summer. pretty much have another job lined up. im ready to start the next chapter of my life. ready to get away from home.

this semester needs to hurry up. its just...akward. it didn't have to be. but it is. does really bother me. id really like to just move past it ( Read more... )