ive been reading snatches of poetry and byatt in between slacking, feeling guilty about slacking and the sporadic studying ( Read more... )

i don’t need the clock to tell me it’s early. i can taste it in my coffee, hear it in the way i’m breathing. it feels like the night never really ended for me…and here i sit, guzzling caffeine in some vain hopes that i can shake the last bit of sleepiness from my system ( Read more... )

but if i tell the world
I’ll never say enough
cos it was not said to you
and thats exactly what i need to do
if i end up with you.

the song is metaphorical for going after a dream or a possibility and holding onto a thought, feeling regardless of how hopeless it may seem. a bit like a wild goose chase. it's all in the music clip, really; how in reality ( Read more... )

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I dislike days like today. Because today, I am not my normal ADD, happy-go-lucky self. I am tired, grumpy, annoyed, much quieter than normal, and also quite feisty. I feel rebellious and reckless and unsettled. I want something, but am not quite sure what it is.

Today I feel like testing my limits, going outside of the boundaries I need…going way ( Read more... )

This morning shouldn’t have come as a shocker. I should have seen it coming. For the past few weeks, there were hints and clues leading up to this. And then, this morning, everything exploded right in front of my face, leaving me stunned and slightly beyond freaked out. And the sad part is? I really shouldn’t have been.

All along I had been going ( Read more... )

So…I have laundry to finish, and I need to work out more so I can graduate...and yes, it is Saturday, and I am greatly stressed. But I found this really awesome quote that made me laugh for two seconds before I realized I had two minutes to turn in a report. *cough*
"I am fairy certain, that given a cape and a nice tiara, I could save the world.”

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1. life’s thrown a lot at me recently but i’m (stubbornly) facing them all head on. no biggies. XD

2. the karmic forces are acting stronger than ever. i better shut my pie hole and start doing good things. we all get what we deserve.

3. i discovered the setbacks of superficiality. it doesn’t really matter if people look good or not (or if they fare ( Read more... )

Well it’s a fact, everything is so temporary. So fast and fleeting, from the breaths we take to Time itself. The moments we futilely try to hold on to, the people we try so hard to keep, thoughts that keep racing through our heads, emotions that are just so volatile.

Maybe, I’m in the best position now to talk about impermanence. The kind of ( Read more... )