Four days until Christmas. Fuck. I am not at all in the Christmas mood. I do not feel happy. I do not feel anything. I feel alot of hostility in my house, and I dont know why. There is tension in the air. My parents are gay, and I am really tired of them. Today has just sucked some hard-core ass. Dahh! Oh well. But yeah, at least Melissa ( Read more... )

I do not want to go to college... I finally have a good friend, a best friend, the most best friend that I have ever had... and in less then a year it is all going to be gone. I mean, no, its not like Scott and I will not be friend any longer, but we wont be a few minutes away from eachother like we are now. We wont be able to hang out all the ( Read more... )

So, I finally have a "best friend"... And we hung out all day today, and then I go home and start talking to him online, and he is telling me how he is irritated that his girlfriend, her sister, and one of their friends went to the movies and they didn't invite him. And I am just thinking "Okay, because its not like we were hanging out." And I ( Read more... )

So, I am stuck at home all day. I had to leave school because I had an allergic reaction to something and my face is all red and puffy. So I am stuck at home because my mom gave me Benadryl and said that I can't go anywhere. I have two tests today... damn it! Why do I have to get hives the day that I have two big tests? WTF!

HELP ME!
Hello Everyone.... Do you want to help me get into SPU?
I have no idea what to write, or freaking how to write my essays?  And, since many of you have gone through this process already, I think that its only proper for you to share your wisdom.  Sharing is caring.  So, this is what I need to write about:
1. The application process is your ( Read more... )

So, today has been an iteresting day. It began with going over to the church and having a chat with AJ. This chat wasnt an intense one, it was just catching up and such. I hear that Melissa went nuclear on him for trying to talk me out of going to SPU... nice job Melissa, lol. Anyway, from there I went and saw some of my friends who were having ( Read more... )

So, I got home from Seattle today at 7:00 AM. It was pretty intense. I had a really good time in Seattle this trip up though. It all began with the drive up. Melissa and I had a really great chat about life and such. That was really cool. Getting to know eachother that much more. Its really cool. Anyway, we got into Seattle about like 1:00 ( Read more... )

Tonight has been really cool. Youth group went well. I really hard-core disagreed with AJ for the first time tonight. But, its all cool. So, then after youth group a group of us (Lindsey, Ryan, Scott, Brookie, Ashley, AJ, and myself) went to Dairy Queen for some ice cream. Which was fun. Ashley was being kind of a jerk to me, but whatever. ( Read more... )

So, it appears that I will be going to Seattle alone. Which would be fine, however I really dont want to spend lonly hours waiting for Melissa to get home from work. Even more important, I am kind of nervous to drive from Portland to Roseburg... alone. Oh well, I guess thats how it goes. It will be fun though going up there anyway. Yeah.

I had a really great day today. I worked at the fair booth. Brad, Jen, Lindsey, Sarah, Josh, and some girl named Brittany were the "younger" of the group. And we had alot of fun. Lindsey kind of got on my nerves, but its all good. But I just had a great night. And I leave tomorrow for wind surfing. I am deffinitly excited about that! I saw ( Read more... )