So, today was the 2 week point. 2 short weeks before I head on out of this, my hometown of Roseburg, and go up to Seattle. And my stupid mixed feelings have only become worse. College = sweet, fun, awesome! But college also = leaving ones friends, which = not sweet, lame, sad. And it's not only that I will be missing my friends back home, but ( Read more... )

So, today was a really bad day. It started out fine. Work was okay, nothing special, but by no means "bad". Of course the fact that my seatbelt stopped working and the warning ding that goes on when the door is open woudn't stop was kind of annoying, and that started when I went to work, and continued throught the duration of the day, which is ( Read more... )

So, I am kind of feeling a bit pecular right now. To begin with, this is the last night that I will be spending in the house that I grew up in. So, a lot of emotions have been stirred up by that. And then, IDK, I was just reading some past entrys on my journal and realizing how different I was last summer, but yet in some aspects, how ( Read more... )

Okay, so, last night was deffinitly one of the most amazing nights of my life! Chase, Kelley, Erica, Shimmi, and I all went to see Death Cab play in Veneta yesterday. It was a pretty interesting day. First, we get there at 11:00 (Three hours after the planned time to arrive) only to find that we were the only people there, other then the people ( Read more... )

How does one tell a friend, who is pretty sensitive, to kind of back off a little bit, without basically crushing them? Hmmm ( Read more... )

This is a pretty crappy beginning to Spring Break. I don't know why but today I find myself really wanting to just... IDK... yeah. Honestly, the only thing stopping me at this point is my friends and family, and the fact that if I did anything they would be hurt, and I don't want to do that. But I still just feel like I should do it. Things ( Read more... )

I do not like this. I hate conflicting emotions. One one side, I don't want to talk to him, see him, be his "best friend". I just want to be away from it all; all of the retarded drama, all of everything. And most of the time that is how I feel. Most of the time the fact that I have not really talked with my best friend in a week or so, it's ( Read more... )

I am in a bad mood right now. I have been working on stupid government homework ever since I got home, and now I am finally finished and there is absolutly nothing to do except waste my time on the internet. No one to talk too. Nothing to do. I hate life right at the moment. Dahhh!

Holy cow, tonight has been so intense. Okay, so it all started with the game... Double over time and we lose by 1 freaking gay ass point! It was so intense. But the game was fun. I bummed it with Katelyn, and so that was cool. But still, we lost by one point. So, now my voice throat hurts because I was yealling throught the entire 4th quarter ( Read more... )

Its all going to be over. In less then a year, everyone that I have come to love, its all going to be over. How can I be friends with people that I am 7 hours away from? I cant be. I dont want to leave everyone. I dont want to go to college. I want to keep my friends. I want to keep all of them. But I dont see how it can happen. Yeah, sure ( Read more... )