i feel a little bad about what i said in the previous entry. that was what i was feeling at the moment, but things are fine now, the way they should be with this certain affair. my mother. i love her so much. if you didn't know, my grandfather, her father passed away in april due to cancer from the brain and lungs. you know how they say, sometimes ( Read more... )

i fucking hate my dad, and he calls me selfish...

well, where to start, wednesday practice kinda kicked my ass. it's funny to me how i never swim fly or breast in practice and how i train for all these freestyle events and the event i am closest to making state in is the individual medley that consists of 50 yards of each stroke. i am less than half a second off from the cutoff time for state and ( Read more... )

god i love that song. so i have a meet todaya. i'm just wasting time right now. i'm waiting for this nagging bee that i have so affectionately named "killa" i'm just trying to attach these hoses and the bee is hanging around. it's just chores, so sorry i'm not expanding more on the reason of the hose. anywaysd, i have a meet today. mercedes is ( Read more... )

alli broke my school record in the 200 free yesterday at the meet, i love that girl, but i didn't swim it yesterday- so just wait til tuesday- i'll break it again and reclaim my title. i swam the 200 im for the first time in a hs meet, i haven't swam it in such a long time. i went a 2:28.06. i heard that's pretty good. plus i won the race 5 seconds ( Read more... )

oh geeze, infatuation became me tongiht. jordan. i didn't want him to leave. my dad made hamburgers on the grill and jordan came over and we ate. and i think i might be in- WOAH, oh gosh. just everytime we're together i like him so much more. he smells so good like arg, he just does. mom thinks he looks like the perfect match for me. he did all his ( Read more... )

heck yes heck yes!!!!!!!!!! guess who now owns the PHS record in the 200 yd freestyle? oh yes, mememememe!!!! it hurt so bad, i was foaming at the mouth and my whole body was numb that when i did my last turn my arms unknowingly came apart- cause i couldn't feel them and didn't realize. oh man, but up to that point it was just pain and it was ( Read more... )

wow, yesterday's meet was the worst i have ever had in probably my entire exsistance. it was supposed to be the day, the day i broke that record. the starter pressed the wrong button at the wrong time. i kinda fell in and the rest of the swimmers kept going and he couldn't find the right button to make us stop, so i had stopped in the middle of the ( Read more... )

california... i went this weekend. got outta school early on friday and karin mary and david got me, and we picked up mikey on the way. today was his 20th bday. we got him a twinkie. first we got lost on our way to magic mountain and so we got there late so we only had like 3.5 hrs and then we didn't get to ride everything that i wanted to, but... ( Read more... )

omg, this morning... i am such a loser. practice, i'm just doing my IM set and a figure in yellow walks in as i can see while taking a breath. i'm at the end of the pool ready for a sprint and then curtis yells out " HEY KIMO ( Read more... )