have i stressed enough how much swimming means to me. god, i don't know how i lived that long without it. thankgod for my new coaches, the ones that have faith in me, for i didn't know what it felt like before. today in practice, there is this girl and she was just like "wow, i was getting a workout just watching you... that's all i need to do and ( Read more... )

em, school is, i have no feelings about it- for i am dead while i am there. but i made some new friends day, quite a few. again, i use the casey move where i just go up to people and be like hi i am casey, and i have no friends. they respond with, "we'll be your friend!!!!!!!" i love that part. anyways, swim today rocked my world. this kicks ass. i ( Read more... )

so, it has been the weekend and work sucks when i don't have amy or alyssa with me, or if i have sawyer with me. and sawyer can go lick a hairy man's crack and he might even find some satisfaction out of it. anyways, i start high school swim tomorrow. it will be fun, but bring me on that track i do not wish to travel. i can fix it, though. i will, ( Read more... )

hm, yesterday was a better school day then the day before. then swim, and carly gave me a ride to prac. after the hs swim meeting at the school. and she even let me bring my bass, which i had much difficulty getting down the stairs. and then brought it to practice, since i had no where else to put it. that was interesting. swimming keeps me sane. i ( Read more... )

secondary school is the worst experience any free thinking human can go through. i hate it i hate it i hate it. and this school is all dark and the classrooms are so small and i feel like i am in an instution without water and some way out. i get so anxious and i can't stand it. but i have friends in most of my classes, well actually no, only 2 ( Read more... )

i have my new shoes. they rock my socks off. i've been working like crazy the past few days, i am the despensible one at work. i worked from 630 -230 one day and then they decided that casey should work the late night snackbar shift that ended at 1130 that very same day. then, work again at 630 in the morning the very next morning. so that left me ( Read more... )

well, wow, i don't even want to talk about it...let's just say thursday night was crazy. i made a new friend, too. friday comes- practice in the morning- i felt like i was going to keel over and drown. then work- housekeeping only took but an hour and the thirty year old man was there and i was just doing all i could to not just go and grab him, ( Read more... )

just say yes! do it now! oh yes, taking back sunday has done it again. i'm so relieved, i thought when john left... but i always had faith in them. i got my and my parents asses up to get that cd as soon as the store was open. and then my dad got all pissy for some reason, cause he's a pmsing little school girl and so he was like yelling at me for ( Read more... )

holy crap holy crap holy crap. tomorrow is a big day. first- i wake up at a ridiculous hour of a summer morning to feed kids at band camp. next- i leave early to be the first one at the trusty hastings store where i will pick up my already charished taking back sunday compact disc. after- to the doctor for a physical for swimming. later- to the ( Read more... )

today is saturday, we have family over. nikki, tim, lee, allison, glo. my room was taken over. i slept by the piano and abby. i saw i, robot today. that was pretty good and i saw the preview for that j. phoenix movie where he is a fire fighter and i just about flipped all my raspberry iced tea. HIS blood runs through his veins... oh, and abby got a ( Read more... )