is it terribly wrong to desperately want a 30 year old man that you work with? damn, i want him, very badly. he's only twice my age. it's not like old gross, he seems young, he wears aviators and high top converse and white t-shirts and reg shorts. his hair looks like elvis, and yes, he has sideburns. damn is he sexy and funny and just, damn, that' ( Read more... )

wow, housekeeping is a bitch. and so are periods. and so is disappointment in yourself, but when you feel it from someone else, but they don't know what you do. you don't want to let them down, they've been let down too many times so far. this could be me, but it works for someone else to. i actually don't really think they are disappointed, i'm ( Read more... )

oh me oh my, i was the only one at practice today, because it was sat morn and the high school coach coaches our morning practices during the week and john- the club head coach- does the rest and sat morning. anyways, they were both there and bridget- the hs coach- was going to practice with me and john recalled that i asked for help with my ( Read more... )

oh yes, this is pretty cool. i am convinced that jude law has a little rio in him. well, a lot of rio in him. got back from natacion about two hours ago, since it started at 6 which means i woke up at 545 and now i am to work in like 5 minutes, i must got get ready, and i met him. amen. olivejuice

hello. sorry for the amount of time, not really long at all in the scale of time but sometimes the longest..., but anyways, let me start witht the fourth- went to debbie's house, had great salted pork that was ground roasted over night and toasted marshmellows and had my first shot of, well, i believe it was my second, a buttery nipple? i think ( Read more... )

so, i played scrabble with kelly and jake, the cousin that i have barely talked to the past 4 years, and it was quite nice. i won a whomping 34 points with my clever wording of "zit" that made me happy. so, the doctor went quite well. he gave me some videos of myself swimming so that i could see how wrong i was and basically, but with a little bit ( Read more... )

oh yes, watch out, stella has just gotten her permit and driven to maggie's house from the MVD. i missed three, and i asked my mother the questions too and she missed those also. i am not stupid, i didn't even read the whole book. i saw dodgeball with paige last night and i saw harry potter 3 for the 3rd time with paulus and stephanie. michael ( Read more... )

i don't know if i am happy or not. i've met some pretty cool people. work today was a bitch! housekeeping...bathrooms/littleboys/no aim/ no respect. need i say more? i smelled of piss and disinfectant spray. swimming, practice, it feels damn good. except... the tendons and ligiments of my shoulders feel like they have been crushed by solid fire. ( Read more... )

work, i got up at 545 to be at work by 630 and to be hassled about not bringing out the soda crackers. damn, one mistake, but it's not like she was that upset, just superior for remembering is what it kind of seemed like. i saw 2 kids from desert mountain. one of them used to come into my spanish class because his friend was there and we would all ( Read more... )

oh yes yes. no, it deserves many more yeses than that, but anyways, i was at practice enjoying all of what was available to be enjoyed in any manner, but anyways, john, the head coach, comes on over after a fairly easy practice and is like ( Read more... )